Wednesday, January 21, 2009


Oy. So when I was pregnant with Silas I had a dream, a couple weeks before we found out the sex, that we were having a boy. Then a couple weeks later...we saw Silas in all his male glory on the ultrasound.

Night before last. I had a dream...I dreamt we had a boy...just my mind playing a game with me I hope.

All throughout the dream I could not remember my poor child's name...but he was for sure a boy...and I did end up remembering at the end. But he was a doubt...poop.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Since I Suck at Blogging

Meh at this point it is really tough to blog about the whole pregnancy thing...cuz besides peeing ALOT and having incredible non stop back pain I do not feel pregnant. I feel fine and dandy actually, well pretty tired still but... I was so sick with Silas, puking a bunch and feeling like crap all the time during the first trimester I truley felt pregnant. I am starting to show a bit already...which actually just looks like I am getting fatter not pregnanter...I can't wait till it looks like I am actually preggers instead of stinking chubby.

No cravings...which I kind of wanted to have some weird cravings this time around...just so I could say I did. I put jalapenos in my tuna salad the other day and Jordan thought that was a pregnancy thing...I wish it was...but really it was a truley inspired and delicious idea. Some people put pickles...this is way better! Try it!

I can say that I can't wait for the exhaustion part to completely ease off...although maybe that will last for the next 18 years...haha...but no it is tough for me to even stay awake at night and I am a night owl so it is a complete shock to my system.

Still havn't gotten the health insurance thing figured out which is lame...I will have to start I hate making trouble but I am tired of waiting...

Well, until next time...

Friday, January 2, 2009

It is Going to be a Looong Hot Summer!

Had the ultrasound on the 31st (finally). At first the lady could not even find the little one...freaked me out. But alas (s)he was found...legs kicking around first then the rest of *her*/him. Looks about like I am 10.5 to 11 weeks along with the e.d.d. being July 22. All I can think is how freaking hot this summer is going to be...oy.

My dad came along for the ultrasound and him and Jordan sat there and discussed football through the entire thing...she brought the heartbeat up so we could hear it and they talked right through it. I literally had to tell them that they may want to stop talking so they could experience this epic moment in our journey towards another Edgar. Silly boys that is all I can say.

As soon as I can gain access to a scanner I will put up a pic of the Edgar in progress.

Nothing much new besides that. Starting to get some of my energy back slowly but surely. I definitely spend less time longing for sleep then I did a week ago. Nausea is way less frequent now as well. Not that I minded that too terribly much anything is better than the regular pukage that happened when I was carrying Silas.

In other news Silas has peed in his toilet twice today! I don't think he even realizes when he has to go but only knows when he did go. But dad stubbornly insists he needs to sit on the potty till he goes...and today that has led to 2 toilet happy moments.

I feel like such a mom today hehe.